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Hours before 2011

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Hello, today is the end of the year.

What have you done in this year? For me, I've done so many things that I can't remember some of them like how I spent my days in school, house, and some other places. I have done what I can remember too, some of them are: I made new friends, I ate ice cream a whole week, I knew Irfan Bachdim, I won a competition, and I bought a t-shirt that Heechul designed with my own money yeay! The last 2 things happened in a same day so it was a bit #_#

Talking that achieved things makes me happy, but there are some moments that I think I could do better and I can add them up to my achieved things list. I could be in the top 10 at class but the real thing is I'm number 11. Isn't that horrifying? I could make some crafts that I've always wanted to make, I could study everyday, I could write everything in my blog or in my books but all of them were failed because of just one thing that is too devil, too explosive, too contagious: laziness.

Some things are out of my mind. Ideas suddenly popped up when I was impossible to do it right away. You know, when you found out people making their things, their own stories, cartoons, photographs, designs, crafts, editings, and other things that you wouldn't think of making it before. Don't you mesmerized by their doings? Well I do. I want to be like them, known for what they do.

SO, use your time wisely, know the things than can drive you to a whole new level or just stuck in, never quits disturbing you and you would regret it. The funny fact is now I'm giving you tips like this but I am not yet can use my time wisely. I know it's hard so let's do it together!!!!!!!!

problem is a friend

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I'm down again sh. I need more time, why is it only 24 hours a day? i want like 30 hours a day. I need more time i need more time. and fk this internet or korean thing. my time wasted just because of you. i'm busy, i'm a 9th grader, i have many courses, just 2 though but i'm tired already, even i want to add one more course, i don't think i can do it, i'm dumb, i'm always sleepy, i can't do anything, i'm timid, i don't dare to make any changes.

and i don't think i will success passing the national exam to senior high cause i'm dumb!! everyday teachers are giving lesson, some of them just talk out of the lesson, some of them like to give you assignment- and it always hard and it takes a lot of time to finish it.

the main reason why i'm like this is just because i'm dumb. i've said it 3 times isn't it? just well school has been started for 3 weeks and i'm already tired. i want to take a course-lesson at school course it's called bimbel in bahasa. i don't know which are good or which are bad. definitely no way i'm going to join the course at my school. especially if my bahasa teacher going to teach me. i always do not like him. he's so strict to his students. you are not allowed to look at the window, looking at the scenery, people, whatever or he's gonna pinch you, send you outside the class, and mark your name on his student list. sorry i'm out of topic i just do not like him, you can be strict to your student but please it's not how you should do it. he ever said every teachers have their own way to educate their students blabla he even has a black hallow bracelet. he knows when people are cheating or talking during a test and if you do your homework at school. well, i heard it from my friends because i've never seen it live. my friends also said he likes to showing off his bracelet and yeah i've seen him showing his bracelet at school ceremony every monday. ya ya thanks to fisherman who gave it to you ^^

i like my english and my math course now. i've found my friend and i'm not just gonna quit like that, it's only 1 month since i entered the english course. and my math course is annoying lately. i'm on a high level-since it's like only 5 persons are teens, the rest are kids. and my teacher doesn't have time to teach me. she's the owner and she's always busy teaching the rest. actually they have many teacher but they don't know how to teach me, the only person who understand is the owner. but i'm not going to quit. but really, she's really annoy me when i need a help and she's always busy with other students. hello there are other teachers around. can't you just believe them?

OK THE MAIN TOPIC IS I'M CONFUSED. which is good? ganesha operation, salemba group, nurul fikri, maestro, private teacher, school, or primagama?

ganesha operation: i heard this is the best, problem: i don't want my classmates are my schoolmates. i heard there are a lot of my schoolmates entering this. and that's the problem, i'm not going to make any friends if they already have their friends.
selemba group: i heard this is the best to help you entering the university. problem: 2 of my friends said that its just ordinary
nurul fikri: i know some of my friends entering this. problem: you have to put veil. some says you don't have to. looking at the name its obvious its a islamic course. 1 class can consist of 27 students and thats really a lot.
maestro: i always pass this course whenever i'm going to school or my math course. i can see the students and their teacher are sitting face to face so it looks like they have no classes. problem: my frind said its ordinary and it doesnt affect much
private: i'm not sure about this, do they have their books? or we use our books? problem: exzpensive and i dont know the right teacher.
school: my friends are joining this. problem: my friends and i can't find the right time to attending this at the same time. and i don't think this is the best
primagama: pretty famous. problem: my uncle sais it's not too good.

above is what my friends said and some are my thoughts. ok? please don't get me wrong.
and i'm sorry i share my problems here. i don't really have a best best friend. so i share here instead.

btw i really miss my old friends. i'm sorry i don't start a conversation with you because i know talking to me is the most boring thing ever. i have my own obsession and you have it too. we're different. we are living far away. i don't know what my friends are. i don't know whether you're going the wrong or the right way.
you are going to forget me anyway ^^

fangirl goes to headphones

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Woah, I like to fangirling recently. Hmm I don't know am I really fangirling or not. I just love to watch their shows, and reading their newer news, revealing their life, and collecting their pics. Come to think of it, I can really say it's a fangirling. Do you know whom I like to stalk? Haha you must have known it, most my post is about Super Junior. Really love them.

Yeay, I changed my headphones to the older one. Yep. My newer headphones is cracked, and the-thing-that-used-for-ears is dislodged. Pretty hard to explain it, I'll upload the pic later.

Before this, I kept swearing all the time, I already prepared YouTube meal today. It's done with the buffering thingy, 4 videos are up, with 8 minutes-ish duration. And the thing that made me mad is the circle-thingy, the source of headphones sound. I used to hear sound with that circle magnetic thingy, just hold that with you fingers, and move it right beside your ear. Uncomfortable for sure. But it's alright as if I can watch their shows.

After I watched SNSD-Chocolate Love, I laughed so hard, their voice became so boyish with bass sound and sounds 'macho' I think it's because the interaction with my usb. Magnetic thing, stuck like glued. Changed the sound :/ Well, ok for me, maybe later it'll be normal again. I opened my twitter and tweeting then back to YouTube. I felt weird, no sound at all.........zzzzung! I'm mad. Thinking 'how could it be? sucks'

Buttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, yeah thank God, I can changed it by myself.
If I ask my father do it, he'll like "yeah, later."

Hey, I have lots of headphones, but it's all abnormal. Always, always the right side can't turn the sound. What's wrong with my right ear anyway?

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